Why I Became an Energy Alchemist: My Journey from Exhaustion to Wholeness

When I’m asked a direct question, I’m an open book. But sometimes I forget to share the deeper why behind what I do, the pieces of my story that truly matter to you: the woman who is exhausted, overwhelmed, and trying so hard to hold everything together.

So today, I want to share some of the moments that shaped me, cracked me open, and ultimately led me to embody my work as an Energy Alchemist.

For most of my life, I didn’t believe it was safe to show up as all of me. (anyone else feel this?)

I felt like I needed to fix myself in order to earn acceptance, love, appreciation; as if I had to prove I was worthy of simply existing.

As a child when my father became ill and I knew he could die at any moment, my sense of safety shattered. I believed I wouldn’t be able to take care of myself. Without a safety net, who would protect me?

So I became who I thought others wanted:

• likable

• relatable

• adaptable

• someone who wouldn’t cause trouble

If people accepted me, maybe they’d “save” me. Maybe I’d finally feel secure.

Early on, I carried the belief that something was wrong with me.

I was held back in 2nd grade, and I felt branded with the label not smart enough. That one moment fed a lifelong drive for perfection. A belief that I had to constantly improve myself just to be okay.

My relationship with my body became another battle:

• insomnia

• headaches

• mood swings

• intense periods

• constipation

• acne

• what I later discovered was lipedema, not “leg cramps”

By nine years old, I already felt like a food addict. I restricted my eating. Potlucks made me anxious. I worried I’d lose control around brownies or cookies. I felt like I had a gaping, bottomless hole where my stomach should have been.

As a teen and into my 20s, the symptoms grew louder:
brain fog, digestive issues, congestion, acne, allergies, endless bloating… everything I ate seemed to hurt. Restriction became a form of control, yet it made my world smaller. My social life shrank, and my nervous system was constantly on high alert.

And yet, I was always a seeker.

I tried every healing modality I could find. I held onto hope.
I stayed connected to Spirit.
Something in me knew that there was another way to live --> one filled with ease, intuition, and alignment.

And I am truly grateful for every part of that journey, because now…

✨ I love all of me — in ways I never believed were possible.

✨ My body feels better than it ever has.
✨ I trust myself to navigate anything life brings — even when it’s hard.
✨ I get to help women like you reclaim self-love, vitality, intuition, and the spiritual connection that makes everything finally make sense.

Helping you come home to yourself is one of the greatest blessings of my life.

If you are tired of trying to be EVERYTHING so you can prove you are worthy and you're not well rested. You battle anxiety, mood swings, and generally feel like garbage, this work is for you! 

If you’re tired of waiting for your energy, your intuition, or your life to magically “fix itself”… this is your sign.

Stop postponing your healing. Stop diluting who you are.

Let’s get you embracing ALL of you — now, not someday.

Reach out today and let's see if this work is for you! Book a call!